I thought things were supposed to get easier as time went on, but they're not. They're getting harder and harder, more and more painful.
I am kicking myself so much for not having the R talk with H back in October when he tried to iniate it. Instead I said no, that only if it's going to really happen will we talk about it. Now I think to myself that if I had let him talk about it then we wouldn't be here. He would have stopped f*&^ing the whore, she wouldn't be pregnant. Maybe I would be the one pregnant by now. Why oh why didn't I let us have that R talk last Halloween?
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