Just read it. Is it bad to be envious of his state of mind and bettering sitch?
ATF
No. Take an example and lead.
It is bad to tell yourself "I can't do it. I just can't."
You can.
Look ATF. Most of us here arrived hysterical, depressed, angry and confused. You can only control yourself. It will get better. Trust me.
“Envy consists in seeing things never in themselves, but only in their relations. If you desire glory, you may envy Napoleon, but Napoleon envied Caesar, Caesar envied Alexander, and Alexander, I daresay, envied Hercules, who never existed.”