My New LBS Reality

[irishblessings]

I made it through one of the most difficult days of my life. It's over.

Today is about healing - sleep, quiet, prayer, restoration.

I have been through hell.

He can never get these days back. They are gone forever. I do not regret making no contact with him yesterday. I have the card in the box.

I am still standing - but from a different place now. Put my diamonds away and am only wearing my plain gold band. I am standing from a place of service, love, and faith. He can divorce me, ignore me, blame me - but he cannot take this place away from me. It's where I need to be in order to be me - I need to love and serve my family and friends and I need to believe that God has a plan for me.

It's a new day...