cheated on, lied to, and now I am moving on

[awest1217]

YEsterday a new small dilemma came into play about the D. It has nothing to do with H or S, but with my students. I have always been a "goody-goody" and I am a church girl. Part of me working with high school students is making sure that I am a good example. Now that the D is going through when students ask if I am married I say no, however I have my S and they know that. I don't want them to think that I had him and was never married. I want to encourage my students to wait to have a child until they are with someone they are committed to, and now I feel that when I say no it is giving them the wrong idea. Not that I want to tell them everything, but anyway just something I was thinking about.

Very tired this week. It could be the weather. Yesterday was 87 and today is going to be 77 and tomorrow almost 90 with rain on and off until Saturday. Plus I have not had any relaxing time for a while and to get everything done I have been staying up late so tonight I am going to bed early. I feel bad because there are shows I want to watch, but I guess I will just watch them at other times on hulu.