Not sure where to start or end, WAW - #2

[john28]

Alright, well I'm back! Whew! I'm exhausted! That was exhilarating....

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Sorry everyone, you lost. No nasty business. Just tired from the gym.

But, she did come over. She stopped by without calling later than I thought she would. She came in and said she needed to get some pullups for S4 since I have a large stash here and they're expensive. I said OK, went back to watching TV.

She came in and sat down with me on the couch. Boy, it was tempting. Really. But I knew that didn't want to pay the bets off here

Just kidding, I knew that it would just screw things up, and me up. I didn't pursue. I asked her if she got everything she needed, she said yes.

She noticed I'd been working out. Said my arms and pecs looked bigger and nice. I said thanks. She was trying really hard here Still held the line. As she sat next to me on the couch she put her hand on my leg and started to rub it.

Ground control to Major Tom. Commencing countdown, engines on.

Had to throttle back the power there for a minute. Pretty tempting.

So I moved away. She stayed and watched a 30 minute show with me. I knew that I wasn't going to let this go where she wanted it to, so I felt safe, and thought it would be rude to kick her out. But I told her a few times that I was tired and needed to go to bed soon, she said she would leave in a few minutes.

Well, as she got up to leave I just sat there on the couch. She gave me a hug and kiss and said ILY. I said "Goodnite" and walked her out.

THEN!

THEN!

Get this!


I said goodnight and opened the door for her. She came up and gave me a big hug. I didn't hug back. I was so annoyed with her. Now I know how she felt when I was all super clingy... very annoyed.

Post-hug she said, "Why are you acting like this, I did exactly what you wanted me to do. I'm spending time with you and showing you love like you wanted. Why are you doing this? Why are you acting like this?"

I didn't answer. I knew if I did I would break into old patterns that suck.

She cried.

I said have a good night. She left.

Thank you - please drive through. I hope you all have enjoyed this episode of "It's a Beautifully Choatic Life" starring John28 being played by himself, and Mrs. John28 being played by a bipolar crazy woman.