I'm thinking I might be done with this. I talked to IC today and agreed to "act" divorced for a month to see how that feels. I never dreamed I would feel this way and want to chew off my arm and run. Don't know if it will stick. Feel like on back on the roller coaster except this time it's MY emotions putting me there.

I also posted on "I'm thinking about leaving" thread.

Any advice appreciated.


M--14 years
T--20 years, HS sweethearts
dday #1--2002 EA
dday #2--2005 bar sl*t
dday #3/4--Feb 2010 texting/cell/physical/who knows what
Shortly after found out he had been injecting steroids for 2 years