From his cell in the county lockup, he'll post to the forum: "I could feel the love between us as the deputy handcuffed me!"
Now that's funny
M40, W 37 M 11 1/2 y T 13 y D filed 5-18-10 S 5-29-10 OM1 discovered 6-5-10 Counter sued for d 6-16-10 OM2 discovered 8-10-10 OM3, OM4 4 kids 10, 7, & 3 D date 10-14-10 http://tiny.cc/mxzct
You mean I wasted my breath? Oh well, maybe John needs to see it twice. But he still better not do the nasty or I'll make like mama and take him to the woodshed and give him the beating of his life. With ever lick, I'll say...."do you get it now?" "Will you ever have sex again as long as you live?" By that time he'll be agreeing to anything just to stop the beatings.
It is not about what you feel should work in your M. It is about doing the work that gets the right results. Do what works!
Alright, well I'm back! Whew! I'm exhausted! That was exhilarating....
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Sorry everyone, you lost. No nasty business. Just tired from the gym.
But, she did come over. She stopped by without calling later than I thought she would. She came in and said she needed to get some pullups for S4 since I have a large stash here and they're expensive. I said OK, went back to watching TV.
She came in and sat down with me on the couch. Boy, it was tempting. Really. But I knew that didn't want to pay the bets off here
Just kidding, I knew that it would just screw things up, and me up. I didn't pursue. I asked her if she got everything she needed, she said yes.
She noticed I'd been working out. Said my arms and pecs looked bigger and nice. I said thanks. She was trying really hard here Still held the line. As she sat next to me on the couch she put her hand on my leg and started to rub it.
Ground control to Major Tom. Commencing countdown, engines on.
Had to throttle back the power there for a minute. Pretty tempting.
So I moved away. She stayed and watched a 30 minute show with me. I knew that I wasn't going to let this go where she wanted it to, so I felt safe, and thought it would be rude to kick her out. But I told her a few times that I was tired and needed to go to bed soon, she said she would leave in a few minutes.
Well, as she got up to leave I just sat there on the couch. She gave me a hug and kiss and said ILY. I said "Goodnite" and walked her out.
THEN!
THEN!
Get this!
I said goodnight and opened the door for her. She came up and gave me a big hug. I didn't hug back. I was so annoyed with her. Now I know how she felt when I was all super clingy... very annoyed.
Post-hug she said, "Why are you acting like this, I did exactly what you wanted me to do. I'm spending time with you and showing you love like you wanted. Why are you doing this? Why are you acting like this?"
I didn't answer. I knew if I did I would break into old patterns that suck.
She cried.
I said have a good night. She left.
Thank you - please drive through. I hope you all have enjoyed this episode of "It's a Beautifully Choatic Life" starring John28 being played by himself, and Mrs. John28 being played by a bipolar crazy woman.
----"Et tu, Brute?"---- me:28 W:24 S4 T:6 M:4 EA Exposed: 5/21/10 Bomb: 6/20/10 (Father's Day) NC w/ OM: 7/10/10 W moved out 8/21/10 http://bit.ly/aOrZne - My sitch
She showed you love is not the same as making a decision to love. That's like putting on a dress for the evening, and then taking it off later. choosing to love is waking up every morning and saying, "I love John, and I am happy to love John." It's not phony and it doesn't go away when the next cute guy crosses her path. I won't believe any of it until she books Retrouvaille herself, goes and does the weekend fully immersed in it.. Then,I'll think it's possible she's changed. But no, not a quicky stroking of the leg.
Here's what'll really happen. John will go work out at the gym, stop to get his protein powder, and be all pumped up with testosterone from his workout. W will be waiting on his front porch, with tears filling her eyes. John will say, "I've got to work early, I'm going to bed." She'll cry, "Don't you love me anymore?" and John will go into a long discourse about yes he loves her, worships the ground she walks on, would massage her feet (oops, thats Bustorama) if she asked, but he can't anymore, he's done.
Then they'll make passionate love, fall asleep on the front lawn, and in the morning she'll have him arrested for sexual assault.
From his cell in the county lockup, he'll post to the forum: "I could feel the love between us as the deputy handcuffed me!"
