I just realized that yesterday was my DB anniversary.
Wow.
When I think about where I was at one year ago and where I am at today, it is amazing how much has changed... how much I have changed.
I still remember what prompted me to join the boards then.
My H was away on a business trip and I had this awful, sinking feeling that she was with him... even though I still couldn't even acknowledge there was a PA at that time. And of course I found later that she was.
I was absolutely a desperate emotional wreck when I joined.
Today... sadly, my H is still in resumed contact with her... which probably means resumed A. I thought I busted that thing... and I did, for awhile. But my H is a weak and self absorbed man.
And I am a strong and confident woman who will never allow herself to be treated that way again.
I am no longer desperate, shattered, falling apart and willing to do almost anything to save my M.
I am loving myself enough to know that I deserve better, and so do my kids.
