This day is almost over. My 25th wedding anniversary. I don't even know what to say - all I do right now is feel raw, ugly hurt and pain. My kids and friends and I went out for a nice dinner. I gave them each a bottle of champagne (or sparkling cider:)) and beautiful champagne flute. Hopefully they will be able to celebrate something special in their own lives sometimes soon.

I know I am blessed - I know that I am incredibly lucky to have these amazing people in my life. But the loss of my M and my H has created the most profound heartache I've ever known.

So I now have to move forward and I'm making a couple of resolutions...
1. I vow to begin every day with prayer
2. I vow to be kind to others and especially to myself
3. I vow to stand for my marriage
4. I vow to be a better parent and friend
5. I vow to take better care of myself - health / diet / exercise / mental / financial / spiritual /

M-48/XH-48 M=25/T=28 years
Ds-24,22/S-18
D - 3/11
A Day at a Time