Thanks Punkin Quote: "You need to think of it as, do you really want to be with someone who can treat you with such disregard?"
Ya know? For the first time in 2 years I think I finally get this! Yeah, it doesn't mean I have to quit standing or give up really. It means I can look at it that way, do I really want to be with this person who treats me so badly? I can use it as a tool that helps me to build my self-esteem and to detach, detach, detach. I get stronger. And I can keep hope. It is all I have.
I will get myself a sack for those rocks I pick up from the low road. And I will walk the high road. No games, not participating in those. I hold my chin up and keep walking with dignity. I don't go out to purposely cause damage to H reputation, but if someone ASKS me about sitch, I will tell them the truth. I won't hide it. He tells people WE weren't getting along....ahhh no....H wasn't getting along.
M\51- H\53 crisis-08 M-30 years 2-D's 25\22 ILYBINILWY - Feb 09 BD - Mar 09 Sep- May 09 NC -Jan 10 H fl'd papers Aug-10