Thank you so much for reading my post. I didn't see your message until today because I didn't know how to work this board!
I think positive changes have definitely occurred and you are so right I am very impatient by nature but have worked so hard on being patient with this. My feelings still catch me off guard sometimes and I want instant results! I am so worried about waiting too long, will he effectively protect his heart against me forever the longer this goes on??? You can see him working hard to do just that at times. His armor is so thick it is almost visible.


(Formerly blgp)
Me-35
H-33
Married 4 yrs
Together 9 yrs
"Bomb" 8/1/10
Separated 8/6/10
D filed 10/21/10, on hold til 1/11

"If you want to hear God laugh, tell Him about your life plans."