Not sure where to start or end, WAW - #2

[john28]

Full speed ahead, Captain.

I forgot to add that at lunch today I told her what Lotus told me to do which was the right thing to do concerning me not saying ILY. Let her know that love is a decision, and I didn't feel she was being very loving as of late. And that was unattractive. She tried to turn that on me saying "How do you expect me to be all loving and show you love when you keep blah blah blah."

I just said I didn't expect her to. That it was her decision to act the way she does, and I could live with it either way. Right now, that decision was unattractive. I told her my decision to love was based on looking past a person's faults and loving that person inside, and that's what I want from someone in return in my life as a W.

I went back to work.

She just called me at work - which she never does. I couldn't see the # so I picked up. It was her, she was on her way to her class tonight to learn how to wipe asses (literally) as an nurse's assistant.

It was weird as crap. Conversation goes like this

M: hello?
W: Hey, how are you?
M: Oh, hey, I'm good.
W: I just wanted to call to say hi.
M: Oh, well that's nice of you. Why so?
W: I just wanted to make some time for you. I wanted to say hi.
M: Well, hi then. Do you want to talk or something?
W: If you're not busy.
M: OK, so what's going on?
W: Nothing really, just driving to my class, blah blah blah, my day, blah blah.
M: Sounds busy.
W: I can't ever stop, I've been going non-stop all day, I'm so tired.
M: It sure sounds busy. I'm pretty busy myself right now though.
W: How is work?
M: Good.
W: Well, I just wanted to call and say hi and make some time for you.
M: Thanks. Anything else really going on?
W: My class runs till 9:30pm tonight. What if I stopped over after?
M: Maybe. But I'm pretty busy tonight. Plus, I want to relax tonight and you're not very relaxing lately. If I had time and you came over there would be no R talk.
W: That sounds nice. I'll call you after my class and see either way.
M: Sounds fine.


Prepare to be TAGGED, John. I can see it a mile away. She is scared I'm not going to LOVE her anymore. Calling me to say hi? WTF, she's trying to pull me under her ropes again to make me a puppet.

Declining that offer tonight.

I've got more important sh!t to do.