I am angry. I'm going to own those feelings, they are mine.

I still love her! No question.

Man up? How am I being vindictive? No contact? Am I wrong in this approach? Am I missing something?

I'm protecting me now, she's got to figure out her path and how she wants to proceed WITHOUT me or her OLD life.

She IS NOT allowed in the House, She is NOT allowed to see the Dogs, She can NOT be trusted at all. That is a boundary...Not me being a prick.