2 piece or not 2 piece?

[gutwrenching]

No way I could put it better than Kalni. I will add that trust is tough...still a major issue for me, but I'm only 6 weeks into piecing. The toughest part for me was the relief I finally felt when I actually let go and was physically away from my WAW (she never actually left, so when we decided to start the process towards separation and divorce I felt immediate relief and peace after spending months of energy)...I wasn't sure I wanted to lose that feeling of relief.

But for me, it came down to two things: (1) the kids deserved my effort...they didn't deserve having their world rocked without a 100% effort to keep it together. (2) I came to this forum and read Michelle's book with a goal in mind to beat the odds and save the M...I had a chance to meet my original goal and learned how fortunate I was to even have that opportunity

After 6 weeks...no regrets...and it has NOT BEEN EASY...and I still don't trust...but we are working on it