Hi all, I am really struggling here with all of this. Briefly, H and I discussed things Friday evening and because of how he has been (no emotion, emptiness, blank) and the way he is treating me (doesn't admit it fully but I believe he is talking to other women, to what extent, I am not sure) - he has been sleeping at his store (he owns a retail business) since Friday night. He said "I have not been good to you, so I should not be here"
I am trying so hard to keep it together for the kids and not break down but I am getting worse as the days go by that he hasn't slept at home. My mind is racing all over the place with thoughts of what he is doing and what he is up to. He doesn't call or text me at night - nothing. I shouldn't expect that though I guess since he wasn't giving me anything even when he was home. I barely slept last night and was crying alot of the time. My kids are starting to question things, specifically my 8 year old son. We didn't tell them that daddy isn't staying at home. My H told them that he had some stuff to do and wouldn't be around as much for a little while. He did see them on Sat and Sunday. And is getting them from school today.
He had his first psychologist appt. yesterday morning. He said it went ok and that he liked the Dr. The Dr. said he would be okay with seeing me individually as well. (This was my H's idea -for us to see the same Dr. separately and then if needed he can bring us in together down the road)
I don't know if this is MLC or what - I just feel so lost. I know I am a strong person but feel very weak and torn apart right now.
