I may be looking for positives but she seems to want to speak to me a lot more, even if it's mundane things, there is a conversation which previously there wasn't.
Do I start a conversation, ask how her days been, or leave it as it is, were I am polite and friendly but ask no questions, just answer hers?
The kids are great, I think they can see the changes in me, I have had a big discussion with my director about the stress I have been put under and what has happened at home through it. he was great, said that I should have told him sooner, he was not aware of what was going on, and my work load has dropped massively, the meds are working, I feel good, happy, just wish my M was as good as I feel, but I know it will take time, it might get worse before it gets better but I know that I will be a better person because of it.
