Thank you AGAIN for your kind words and thoughts. I am in a much better place today. I never answered my h yesterday as a matter of fact. I could tell he had been by our house yesterday. Later that night he did text and ask if I made it home. Then a little later he asked if I was alive. I just didn't feel like speaking with him. Finally he tried to get a response by telling me that he let the dog out when he was over. So he seemed to try to engage me in a civil way... But truthfully my feelings have been hurt so many times over and over. I just am not sure what to expect at all. I didn't respond because I'm in a much happier place knowing he couldn't bring a pretty good Sunday to a screeching halt by being a jerk. I know that sounds mean. But it is the truth.
I worked some more today with refinancing the car I'm keeping. I also typed up an email for my h in regards to a bunch of things that we need to fix or take care of before the d can be final. Truthfully it will be a relief on me to get it done. The hang up is going to be selling the house. Really a bad time of year and year in general to be selling a house. I wish I didn't have to sell it.

Tomorrow is another day and I'm ready to move forward snd be the best Nicole I can. I have some goals and plans in my head that I wish the husband would want to be a part of. But he doesn't snd that is his loss.


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