I'm coming out of the fog again. This always happens when I'm away from her for a few days straight. I always reach clarity that I need to move on, and want to move on, as hard as it is. She always comes back and shows affection to either keep me in her backpocket, or make sure I'm not running away from her like she is from me. Probably both. I don't care anymore.
I'm just so beyond this anymore. I'm starting to see again how immature this whole sitch is. I'm not there yet by any means, but I am starting to feel like I'm going to be just fine.
And what do you do?
YOU FALL IN TO HER F^&%ing POCKET AGAIN!!!! Dude! Stop! Be Strong! You read N.U.T.s...you know she's NUTS...quit F&*^ING BITING!!!! DO SOMETHING DIFFERENT. LET HER CRY. LET HER FEEL WHATEVER HER A$$ WANTS TO FEEL.
/facepalm frustration.
C'mon John...how many Bricks do you need to be hit with Bud? You still have a chance, but you know what...Go read Robx's post and his W's CRAP behavior again and follow his F&^$ing steps Man. It's all about you and your integrity now. STEP UP!
