Or am I just slipping back into the same old patterns... looking for reasons why his underfunctioning, his lack of empathy, his poor communication skills... must be my fault some how?
I do not know, but there must be something you like about him, right?
Yes sorry I know. I'm being pessimistic again.
He's got a nice bum. And good legs. Runner's legs. teehee.
I cannot complain for not receiving from others, that which I've never asked them for.