Have you found any relevant books or perhaps a C to help with the process? ADs can help make this difficult process from turning into a monumental process.
Besides attending the wedding ceremonies what else are you doing to stay busy and keep your mind off of these thoughts.
Besides being a wedding crasher (haha), I spend most of my time between work and school and squeeze in a social outing every so often. I am seeing an IC and have been since earlier this year. That is actually really helpful. Haven't been proactive about ADs but was referenced to other folks by IC in case I wanted to see about that.
I still do love weddings, CG. Heariing the vow part does throw me though--when they say the part about how it's forever, blah blah blah. LOL.
I know I've got to get through the bad before I get to the good and I am ok with that. Some days suck, some are downright awesome. I am feeling good today.