Thanks for the reply, good to hear from somebody who actually cares. Have been trying to do a lot of these things, everythnig seems tokeep backfiring. I started playing soccer again toGAL and get into shape. 3 Games into this season I tore my ACL. Sonot more soccer or exercising for a few months. Has not been a good year for me. Trying to work on my issues and being with my son and there is this giant elephant in the room when she is around. Had to stop school for now becasue of the ACL and not able to go to class. Will have surgery next week. Wife does not really want to help me so for my recovery I will have to move back to my parents house until I can drive and get back to work. So work is on my case about being off and she is back to thinking I am useless and I can only play limited things with my son. Yesterday I had another anxiety attck that borders as a heart attack. Second one this year at that magnitude. I am pretty messed up right now and really nobody to talk to except this group. Most of my friends are staying pretty hands off because they are friends with both of us, and they do not want to pick sides. So I have been pretty down. So thanks pinhead for your words, it is nice to think that someone out there cares. Trying to get sleep that is adaquite, I am so exhausted with all of the stress that I darn near could sleep 10 hours or more a day and still be tired.
