I felt like my H was on that road to getting better with each low he had...then its like he let his thoughts take over and cant find a path up that mountain!
I have tried some to tell him in a kind manner the things I would like for him to maybe do different. Things that bother me...but when I have, its like he doesnt listen to me.
I dont know. I just keep trying to act as if, but even I can tell how unhappy I act when Im around him. I did tell him yesterday morning that I wanted him to just come and lay down with me and hold me for a while. Lasted all of 2 minutes. I just wish he could hug me and say everything is going to be ok.
Kissak
"What time I am afraid, I will trust in thee." Psalms 56:3 M-37 H-37 S-10, D-15 M- 1993 First bomb- 12/23/06 Came and went too MANY times! Gone again 10-25-10
