Not sure where to start or end, WAW - #2

[john28]

I'm just sad that I have to do it.

You are sad, and that's understandable, considering....

You don't have to do it. I can understand why you might want to do it just so it isn't out where it is a constant reminder to feel bad.

Exactly that. I want to do it, but I also have to do it because it is a constant reminder of the fact that we're not together anymore. That's sad.