Ugh, this lawyer stuff is no fun. Talked to a few today, feeling overwhelmed by the costs despite knowing that my family will come through for me on that one. Just discussing a few details over the phone/email in incredibly scary. One of the lawyers even said that a legal separation is a bad idea, she described it as paying for the cow but getting no milk...I don't really understand, but anyway.
Bottom line. I am scared. MHL said to me the other day that I need to fight these fears with truth, and that makes sense, but for right now, I am just scared and sad. I have a feeling that my run today would have been a lot easier had it occurred after these phone calls...
