Lawyer Tuesday. Not sick this week so I will make it.
After checking my account today I noticed that the day after she stopped her direct deposit, she used her CC to pay for a weekend getaway. Charged over $300. Kind of funny since she said she has to pay "rent". Could have charged it on purpose so I'd see it too. Not sure, but this is why I'm separating everything and she can talk to my Lawyer from here on.
No more contact. I re-read that Overcoming Infidelity Protection Phase and all I'm doing is wishing on a falling star when I try to come to an agreement with her. I'm very mad that I have to go through this, but I'm sad that she's having these issues too. It is like an addiction. You can't reason with a drug addict either, so I'm starting to view her in this light.
I've screwed up a lot in this whole process, but I'm starting to think that if she's in this fog, that maybe not talking to her at all will make her know that I'm done. My goal is not to be vindictive, even though I'm angry. Hoping to just get the best possible outcome for me moving on. Whether she comes back or not.
