Thanks guys, and that is the problem CTH is that she is NOT sincere and NOT willing to put in any work to get me back---therefore there will be no getting back together.

However it feels now like I am going thru a new beginning of hurt as it is now incredibly hard/sad to think of how my sons life will be b/c of XW choices. It is like I forgot to think/grieve on that during this last year and now that is coming to the surface again----

does the hurt ever stop?


H: 30
W: 31
S: 2
T/M: 6/4
D Final 4-5-10

Bomb: June 09
Status: D'd and moving onward and upward?