Still trying to find my way

[Mystik]

Ended up having a cry last night. Was just so angry at my life. I hate that H forced me on this road. I hate that I'm stuck in an apartment instead of my home, I hate that I'm all alone now. I just hate this whole damn situation. But now that I've cried over it I need to accept that this hell is my life and go about living it.

Texted with H this morning, kept it strictly about DS. He was going to bring back DS at regular time so I reminded him that he was going to keep DS late today to make up for missing Wednesday. He said he didn't think I would let him and I said I was expecting him to keep him. He said DS told him that I said H would be getting him Monday, I said no, open house was Monday and I told DS to make sure H saw the flyer. Then texted H asking what time is DS coming home, he said 4 and I said sure. When he drops off DS I'll tell him that I would appreciate him coming to open house alone, and ask if he has his share of the car insurance (in cash) because I can't really afford to pay it all myself this month. I am expecting him to say no, but at least I'll have asked. Although it I don't ask that will be one more thing to add to the list of what he owes me.