Half Way There

[BeingMe]

I'm no spring chicken either, but I sure act like one. No, just kidding. LOL

That waiting for something to happen is just awful. Even though my H is still at home (I am in the process of being a WAW), for years after he wanted to try again, I have been waiting for him to do the trying, to do some work in this M. I have changed so much (he has said so himself), but he has done nothing where I can say, "wow, that makes me trust you just a little bit more, or makes me feel special." So, I wait for that proverbial knock on the door, but I've given up. He'll knock, but I'll be gone, if not physically, then emotionally. Six years is just too long. So, you see, you have a ways to go. Just be patient, and make a life for yourself. I, for instance, went back to school, and it has helped me beyond all my expectations.