I believe there was much hurt and unhappiness inside her because of me being so darn angry, resentful, and abusive (verbal) over the years. It turned into anger, and she continued to get angrier as time passed, especially after she left...man did she get angry after she left. I started changing before she ever left...but it didn't matter to her at that point. She changed a lot during this time (starting about 3 months before she actually left). I watched her change into something I never thought possible during this time. She went from a loving and caring wife who placed a huge importance on our family...to a stranger...cold, hard, uncaring, mean, who placed no importance on our family.
I think the involvement of another person gave her even more motivation to do what she did (leave, tear the family apart...regardless of anything or anybody).
Jesus Himself couldn't tell her that she did anything wrong...to this day!
"Always go straight forward, and if you meet the devil, cut him in two and go between the pieces." - William Sturgis, clipper ship captain, 1830's.
