It takes immense courage to do what you have done over the past 5 years AND what you are doing now. You are like a butterfly emerging from your chrysalis and about to spread your wings. Only time will tell what the next stage brings and whether H will be part of that stage or not. You are in control of this. You have ALWAYS been in control of your choices and you have made the choices that were right for you. No regrets.
One of my favorite quotes is:
"And the day came when the risk to remain tight in a bud was more painful than the risk it took to blossom." --Anais Nin
