Thank you very much Imlin. That was very inspirational. I guess in a lot of ways I am disappointed in myself for still finding myself here in my journey. Feeling stuck. The truth is, my husband being in the Army, I was very comfortable with myself, being alone, did well. It's just now in this sitch that I feel ALONE. Suddenly I'm not happy in my own skin.
Staying dark. I got my message to him, now the ball is in his court.