Originally Posted By: punkin


I have no trouble counting my blessings. There are many. Just scared of the future alone, scared of the reality. Not pleasant, but factual.


What scares you about it?

Is it a fear of the success ?

The fear of failure ?

Your possibilities are only hampered by yourself. I know you didn't want what has happened, no one here posting did.

It is how WE cope and move forward everyday that is our paradigm of hope...( Not Grit...)

Live your life for you Punkin, right now that is all you can do. Hand this to God and let him deal with it.

Make a new memory each day, feel ALL of your emotions everyday. They are yours, might as well use them.....

I see you spinning because you are allowing this to consume you right now.....a day, or a date, something that is occupying your mind.

Let it go, and just be Punkin....