I am doing okay, but I am always stressed and tired emotionally. I do not have much energy lately. The only energy I have is consumed by finding a job and making sure me and the kids have a place to call home together. I will find a way to make that possible. It is my only concern.
So, I have been taking some time off from everything to find a job.
I have felt like I failed to same my marriage, so I wonder if it is the right place for me to be here anymore. I just don't know anymore.
I found out that my MIL will be staying with STBXW for 3 months. I am not crazy about that idea at all.
Not much I can do about it.
Wife does things here and there to make my life more difficult, but I am doing okay.
Next week will be a good one. I feel it.
You seem to be in a place in your sitch that is very difficult, but it is one you will come through okay. The LIMBO sucks, and the steps along the way are difficult, but as each one comes and goes, you do move on.
I find that I am close to the stage of the healing process for me. I have moved on, but I need closure, and it will that time for that to happen.
You will experience and cope with these stages in your own way, but expect the emotions to come. It will help you to deal with them better and have some understanding.
I feel your pain and anguish because I have been there, but you will be okay.
Give yourself a break! Don't be hard on yourself!!
You will be okay no matter what!!!
ME-41 W-33 M-8 D-8 S-4 D 5/17/2010 www.divorcebusting.com/forums/ubbthreads.php?ubb=showflat&Number=1961097#Post1961097