I know how you feel regarding anniversaries. Just had to deal with mine today. Do something nice for yourself. It's well worth it and will help keep you focused on you. No guarantees your mind won't wander. In fact, I'm sure it will. But at least you'll be doing something for yourself!
"Love me when I least deserve it, for that is when I need it the most"
M18 Me39,H42 D16 Bomb 1/10 Moved out 3/10 OW 6/10 H wants to R,OW gone 11/10 H moves back 5/11 H wants to wear rings again 9/11