Eating Corn Nuts

[C-Bart]

I can't even stand the sight of a corn nut. The mere word makes my stomach turn. The reason is I associate the corn nut with a difficult time in my life were the only consoling force was the aforementioned nut made out of corn.

After my D, this forum became a corn nut of sorts. I tried to come back and post but I just couldn't even look at the DB logo at the top of the page. I was taken back to the pain, the confusion and the hopelessness of loosing my family.

So why after four months am I back? Well the answer my friends is the former Mrs. Bart has come full circle and wants to reconcile. Not something I am taking lightly of course but I did want you all to know, MLC is as real as the computer I am typing on. Also please know there is hope that the person you love will come back from the the alien planet they are transported to. Can't tell you when or why but just stay the course and don't do anything you'll regret.

I'll share some of the details later but things are still very complicated. We are at the very infant stages of deciding were to go. We have allot of people in our corner and we both have a new foundation in God. Will this all work out? I have not idea but who knows, this just may be the best thing to ever happen to me.