Tomorrow makes 3 weeks since I have had any contact with my H, and that was when he got drunk and said he wanted to come home, then denied it 12 hours later. I feel envious of the people who still have some sort of contact with their spouse. Mine is 80 miles away. OW is keeping her thumb clamped down pretty tight. I know I'm not supposed to think about timelines, but exactly 2 months from today, I could be divorced. (Sigh)
I have to admit that I get up each and every day hoping I get something from him on Email. That I go to bed each night hoping tonight is the night he wakes me up with the doorbell. Feeling kind of stupid and worthless. We have been seperated for 6.5 months and I've seen him twice in that time. AHH, another fun filled weekend.
