Take a deep breath, and try to enjoy your getaway. I know how hard this must be. My 20th is coming up, and we are set to go to court the day after. It's very disillusional.
You know in your heart that your H has not been miserable for 25 years. You are just the scapegoat to keep him from blaming himself, or more to the point, dealing with himself.
I have had all those same thoughts and feelings. When I go somewhere, all I want to do is go home, and when I'm home, sometimes I'm so lonely and sad.
You are not alone Irish. Today, as most Fridays, I am still wearing what I went to bed in last night. Curling up with a book and trying to sleep to escape.
Hang in there. We're just a couple of party animals.
ME: 54 Him: 51 M: 20 years T: 21 years OW/New wife: 36 Sons & Daughters: 7 (ages 24-36) Bomb: March 4, 2010 He Filed: April 28, 2010 I Contested: May 1, 2010 Standing Down: 11/24/10 Divorced : 05/04/2011
