Welcome to the boards Lala. Im sorry that you are here, but you have come to one of the best places for advice and comfort during such a hard time in your marriage and life. It has helped me through some very dark hours in my marriage, and its still helping me today
There are lots of people here ready to help you. Work on yourself and take care of your kids. Thats all you can do during this time.
Take Care
Kissak
"What time I am afraid, I will trust in thee." Psalms 56:3 M-37 H-37 S-10, D-15 M- 1993 First bomb- 12/23/06 Came and went too MANY times! Gone again 10-25-10