but a day before she left she did not show signs of pulling away.
Then you need to do a lot of homework on women before you get in another relationship.
My advice to you would be CYA. You don't know nor does it matter what she is thinking right now. "Hell hath no fury like a woman scorned." She is not in your home or does she want to be married to you.
Let her go, be your own man (you decide what you want) and be attractive.
M22,H45,W45 S21/18D12 Retain faith that you will prevail in the end, regardless of the difficulties and at the same time confront the most brutal facts of your current reality, whatever they might be.
