I have so many feelings, thoughts, and emotions...I don't know what to do with them...except hurt. I don't know how I could ever fully trust another, after all of this.
I understand this. I hope you can find other feelings in there as well with someone eventually, yourself first and foremost. To learn how to trust again.
It is scary to vulnerable and risk hurting like we are/have, but it's even scarier to think I will never love/be loved again too in an intimate R, and I need to be vulnerable to allow that to happen.
I hope you can allow yourself the time to heal so you too can be vulnerable and learn to trust. We are not all your XW.
Hugs Bridge
Divorced 03/2010 Mom to two amazing kids
Taking the road less traveled because those encountered on the way may be just as unique.