Thankyou everyone for your comments and encouragement.

I just hope and pray that H will one day find the courage to finish this journey he is on.

Financially, I figure I have got about 6mos before I will have to push the D thru..6mos in MLC time is nothing and this why I feel a D is inevitable.

This morning, I called the CC company that H is supposed to be taking care of...as of right now, I cannot be removed from the account even if H finally does send in the paper since the it has been delinquit for this long so now my credit rating is in the toilet...I can check back in about 3-6mos after the acct is caught up.

I called an got a contract for propane this winter...pretty sure that promise of H providing wood for us this winter is not going to happen.

I also called and got reinstated on the level payment plan for the electricity.

My Cuisinart coffee pot took a you know what yesterday but luckily, I have a cute little 4 cup one that was my Dad's that I can use as there is no way I can replace the Cuisinart!

I also received a check for a $100 in the mail from my Roth IRA company...I don't know, they switched companies and this is a benefit of that happening so that was pretty timely!

Not a lot of galing happening this weekend...working both jobs and have a hair show to attend but will keep my mind busy!

I also have grandson's birthday party to go to. Will be interesting to see if H shows up at this one.

Hope everyone has a good weekend!


M48 H53
M16 T18
S16 D13
SS30
H drops bomb PA/8-30-09
H leaves 12-30-09
D filed by H 2-10
H asks to come home 4-11
Piecing