She's not ashamed, she's not embarrased...she's proud!
Grr. How frustrating. The good thing is you know the things you did wrong in the past so forgive yourself and in the future, work on those things and don't repeat them.
Someone once told me "divorce is an opportunity." D royally sucks but in a way, it is an opportunity. You are starting a new chapter in your life and the pages haven't been filled yet. It's kind of exciting.
