In my defense (lol) I wanted to say that I stopped nagging a few weeks ago (at least most of it) and the reason I stopped initiating talking was cause I was fed up with being hurt at the end of every conversation (Which I'm now working on, changing my TEA so that it won't end up there anymore).
I'm not exactly sure what I'm trying to say here, except still find an answer to my question :P
Accept that there is only one thing you can change in life and that is you
