Wow, for one whole night, last night, I felt some of my old H back. He was in a good mood. He even reached out to give ME a hug. He wanted to talk to me about his day. He had gotten a new contract for a part time job he will start next month. I didnt feel much coldness from him at all.

I just couldnt bring up any R talk and risk bringing him down. For whatever reason, for one evening, he was in a better mood. He even wanted to find out a little about the party I would be going to Saturday night. Told me to go and have fun, enjoy myself and dont worry about coming home early.

Wonder what today or tonight will bring. Will he go out and stay out all night drinking again, will he be in a good mood.

Kissak

"What time I am afraid, I will trust in thee." Psalms 56:3
M-37 H-37
S-10, D-15
M- 1993
First bomb- 12/23/06
Came and went too MANY times!
Gone again 10-25-10