Upside, thank you so much for your advice. I agree it would help to think before I feel something, or let myself feel something, will be trying that .I will try to remember that my thoughts might set me back...before I let myself think them. Its really tricky though, why do I have a hard time with this? Goodness, this is exhausting.
Weird thing. Last night I had a dream about a male friend - I'm not attracted to him,at all, but for some reason I dreamed he was cuddling me, and just being affectionate. I was on cloud nine, and woke up remembering just how much I need that. Its like air for me. Having no affection in such a long time is clearly wearing on me, and I feel like if H isn't gonna come round soon, i don't know how long I can go waiting for that feeling again We all need and deserve some love and affection, and being a pisces, i really have it as one of my basic needs. Is that wrong?
It was so wonderful sigh......its already fading, the dream. Wish I could have a dream like that every night - it might get me through....
We all need and deserve some love and affection, and being a pisces, i really have it as one of my basic needs. Is that wrong?