Probably exactly the wrong thing to do, but it is done. I am way too compulsive.
Give yourself a break, Dan! Enjoy the memories you had. Then make decisions for your future...wait for her, move on, whatever...be proud for being a man that loves his wife and isn't off looking for tail. It doesn't mean things ahve to work out as a marriage...what's wrong with loving someone much more deeply than they love you? Just don't get trapped in a pity party for things you can't change. It is up to you to be the man you want to be/should be, and up to her to notice or ignore.
I've done the picture walk, examining old memories. Those memories will be there, even if my W isn't. She can try to tain them with her disdain and anger, but the good (and bad) will have still remained.
