Tonight is the first practice for our Christmas choir and Whatis is going to pass. I really want to go and I love to sing but I just don't feel like committing myself to something I feel I'd have to go to every Thursday night. I'm trying not to over schedule myself and I can always find things I want to do. Sooner or later I'm exhausted again. I'm thinking that I have a small group every two weeks, bible study weekly, church twice on Sunday, two Saturday evening services and a prayer group monthly. My small group is talking about getting together more often socially such as going bowling one Saturday. I'm thinking I've got enough on the go. But there's that little voice inside of me that says "go to choir, Whatis" Part of this is what I learned from DBing, GAL and build a new life. I have trouble saying No to things because I feel I'm passing up on an opportunity. The more people you meet and the more activities you take part in the more likely you will build friendships and meet someone special. But, I also have to recognize that I'm still battling fatigue and I'm not over this virus/cold whatever. But the choir doesn't have enough tenors...No, down boy! STAY.
