If it makes you feel any better once I got the divorce papers the days that followed I actually started to feel better for some strange reason. Maybe reality set in and I knew I had to let go at that point. Whatever the reason the pain lessened. I wish the same for you.

Hang in there! We all understand what you are going through.

M-34, H-37, No Kids
Married 4yr, Together 6yr
Discovered EA 7/24/10
Separated 8/6/10
Filed 8/16/10
H Moved home and Piecing 9/20/10
H returns to OW 12/10
EA was really PA
I file 12/29/10
I move out 12/30/10