I remember when I was trying to get pregnant how focused I was on that. I got into such a funk because each month I felt like I was failing somehow. Around this time I found out about ex's first affair. No attempts at baby making then!
About a month after finding out about the affair I had a bad accident and wasn't allowed to fly for about a month while my neck was healing. I really examined why I should stay. I loved him still, I had fertility issues and sadly I thought of the time it would take to dissolve this marriage and start all over with someone new. Some immaturity of a 27 year old talking there.
Then I got pregnant. We never worked on issues or why it happened and I was trusting and naive enough to believe it when he said he would never do that again. My point is when my thoughts were on other issues, my body was able to do what it should.
I know you want a baby. I get that, really. Maybe take a month or two and still do what you have to in regard to meds or shots or whatever but focus on just the two of you and how incredible it is that you are both together now. You might be pleasantly surprised.
lots of hugs, kat
Me-53(and learning!) S24, S21, D18, D17 Just keep swimming, Just keep swimming. Dory
