That sinking feeling, very quickly got replaced with anger, and now with an air of utter calm. I have no idea why, I sort of feel like I'm above stooping to that level, so I'm sortof ok...weird, I think anyway.
Watch in a couple of hours I'm gonna come back on the boards as a stark raving lunatic yelling profanities and cursing
He wanted a divorce right at the beginning, then sort of changed his tune half way through. I think the only reason I havnt gone to a lawyer, is because I couldnt care less about the money, I can survive ok on my own (albeit downgraded - but never had a problem with living with what I've got), and never married for money, and have a sort of pride thing about it. Dont really want money from someone who divorced me. Maybe thats idiotic, but thats how I feel.
Besides, I know him very well, he is very caring, and loving man, and he would never ever reach the point of seeing his son in squalor or anything like that. So I dont even worry about it.
I'll put my little white flag up, cause all I really wanted was him.
